“Positivity always pays off: You can start by not putting other people down. Gossip and saying negative things about other people is a result of your self loathing projecting outward. Don’t feed into it!
Similarly, if people are saying nasty, hurtful things about you, don’t allow your ego to co-opt the situation by taking what they’re saying to heart. Know that what they’re saying has nothing to do with you. Again, it’s them projecting their own self loathing and fear. Say this out loud: What other people think of me is none of my business. “
Old Friends.
Don’t you hate it when you talk to someone for so long, you become good friends, talk all day everyday, and on an unfortunate event you lose contact and haven’t talked in years? Yeah. I’m having the problem with quite a few people. I get back in touch with a lot of them, try and pick up where we left off or try and make peace with whatever happened. But I think me taking that first step is quite a big step. Granted I could do more like send a text to them or message them on Facebook or write on their FB wall. But I also think that those people could do more than nothing also. Come on you guys, I did my part, why can’t you? I’m basically done with being the only ‘good friend’ and doing all I can to make things right. Call me what you will, I really could care less, but get one thing straight, I’m done. Thanks for your time.
You’ll never get yourself discovered if you don’t make that first step out there. Make that first step, it could help you in the long-run.
– Benjiee Greenfield, best advice I’ve givin myself.If I Could Turn Back Time.
Let’s take a little trip to the past.
Life was much easier as a kid.
The hardest decisions for me were: Chocolate milk or white milk, which ‘best friend’ do I wanna play with at recess, what game do I wanna play, etc. Everything seemed so much easier when I was younger. As I got older and learned a little more about life, I started thinking “Oh hey, getting older and growing up isn’t so bad.”. It’s like I got brainwashed. Sorry, had to put a little humor in there. :)
Well I was basically wrong. Some days I just look to my past and wish I could go back, just one more time, to get the feel of how it all used to be.
Time keeps passing me by way too fast. I secretly wish that time would slow down for awhile, let me take in all I’ve learned and experienced, let me live life to the fullest, let me stop and observe the crack in the sidewalk and wonder what it was like when it was brand new, let me spend more time with my loved ones before I never get the chance ever again.
I remember as a kid, time seemed to take FOREVER. I want to go back to that.
It has been almost a year since my grandmother had died, I loved her dearly, but there’s never a day when I don’t wish that I could’ve spent more time with her.
So see what I mean about time going too fast, everyone getting older, loved ones leaving us, new ones being born, it all seems too much to take in. It’s overwhelming. I guess this is just a venting process. Thanks for reading.
Love Benjiee
Sorry So Late.
Normally I would’ve updated more often and get you little nosey asses in on my life.
The last 2 months have been kind of busy for me. Helping with my sick dog, spending time with the boyfriend, and trying to make time for friends.
Unfortunately, I can’t always Tumbl. Which sucks. I would LOVE to do it everyday. I just can’t find the time.
My weekend has been very eventful. And I’m so ready to go back home to Stillwater and see the love of my life and the babies :). Even though I have been gine for 3 days. It seems like a WEEK for me.
I just thought that I would do a little post to say I’M STILL HERE, I’m NOT DEAD, and I will try and find more time to blog my life.
Love always,
Benjiee
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